C3 Is For ME!

I was so mad at myself this morning. I thought I had all the time in the world. Even thought I got to church early(for my coffee). It slipped my mind that church started at 10:00, not 10:30! I made it on time last week. Oh, well.....my mind sometimes! I just hate walking in late.
At least I made it to the sermon. Which was awesome. Sometimes I forget how much Satan wants me to fail, wants to confuse me, and makes me doubt. I almost let him talk me never going back to church again. How sad! I was very selfish. I was consumed with how all the "junk" affected me. Me, me , me. I go back to the thought of how many blessings I missed out on. How many people I could have reached for Christ, instead of indulging in self pity! Self Pity is not your friend!!
I've always felt I look at life with a glass half empty. I love to complain and make snide comments. For the past year, every time I would pull in the church parking lot, I would count the cars. I thought, "What a shame. The parking lot used to be so full!" This is how I judged God working in a church? I thought Satan was attacking my church, because we were a so called "water-downed church"! Boy was I wrong! Satan is attacking my church, because we are reaching a community of unbelievers. A community that won't go to convention churches. And Satan does not want God's work being done by his followers.
This being said, C3 is for me. And I am not going to miss out anymore, in what Christ has planned for me!